Fics like & despair has the knife at your throat, but hope will kill you first

“So you lied to me,” said Cheng Xiaoshi. To that Lu Guang could say nothing—he only looked away, pained. Cheng Xiaoshi felt sick. He didn’t know whether he needed to sit down or throw up, or beat his fists bloody against Lu Guang’s silence. The worst part was that he had started to come around to it, near the end. Maybe the past didn’t need to be changed; maybe everyone who was dead was already gone, maybe everything was done and past. He’d met the ghosts, he’d carried the messages. It was supposed to be enough. But all this time… Or: Cheng Xiaoshi finds out.

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