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The sunflowers on the wall are cracking and faded and it’s getting harder and harder for Ivan to pretend they’re real. But still, he lies spread-eagled on the floor, head and heart and mind fogged by vodka and memories and loneliness, so lonely, he stretches his hand out towards them. Things in Russia go from bad to worse and Ivan's barely holding himself together not that he'll let anyone see that . But after missing a meeting he can no longer hide it and of course, it would be America who finds him.

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