Fics like i'm not dirty

hyunjin never really got it when Felix asked him 'why do you keep doing this' he could never give an answer, he still can't give an answer. He'll probably never be able to. Chan doesn't ask him why he does the things he does, chan is not Felix. chan does drugs with him, chan drinks with him until they pass out, and chan goes to every party with him. chan does not skip meals chan believes in eating right, chan does not throw up until every ounce of grime is gone he'd be disgusted to find out his 'boyfriend' needs to be empty to feel clean, and chan does not cut his skin and try to crawl out because chan does not want ugly scars. chan would hate hyunjin if he found out he had dirt throughout every inch of him and scars that litter every space on his disgusting body wouldn't he because chan is not crazy chan is not dirty chan is not broken chan is a normal college second year that likes his party's and likes his drugs because chan is a normal guy with a broken boy for a 'boyfriend'. until chan is not so normal and suddenly felix's warmth is all that matters whilst chan simply burns him.

Fics like i'm not dirty

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