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Sam breathes out in relief and smiles, but it still feels wrong. Dean’s looking at Sam except it’s not Sam. He knows it’s not Sam. And he knows he’s not Dean, not really. But he feels like him. He feels like Dean. All broken, and bruised, and guilty and terrified. And his memories are still all there. No, not all. Glimpses, like there are chapters missing. And even the ones he does remember, from their childhood, it’s like they happened to someone else, in a story he read. He has this image in his head, of him carrying Sam out of their burning home, but as much as he tries, he can’t bring up the physical memory of Sammy’s baby weight in his arms. And he should. He should.

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