Fics like i will see your body bare (and still, i will live here)

Here’s the anger, the nuclear option, ready to go to arms to defend Jaemin from himself. Jaemin can hear the misery trapped in Jeno's throat- he’s choking around it. “That’s so bullshit. You’re the goodest thing that’s ever been in the history of good.” The black of his eyes. Supermassive black hole, welling over. Suddenly it’s too much, too soon. This is evisceration, and it hurts more than he thought it might. It feels fucking stupid. Several hours of today wasted in agony, and somehow the part involving the metaphorical heart is a thousand times worse than the body’s theatrics. Or: Jaemin wakes up in pain. They have a lot of conversations about it.

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