Fics like Cruel Sometimes

Matt is happy for his best friend and he’s excited to celebrate with him, but he’s not yet drunk enough to forget Sylvie and the boys are at home having fun without him. It’s weird being out without at least one of them with him. For the past several months he’s been at work, at home, or at the boys’ school with the occasional drop in at Molly’s. A club like the one they rented out for Severide’s bachelor party is a whole new world for him. So is the buzz he’s currently feeling. Being buzzed is different than being drunk. When buzzed, Matt’s ability to compartmentalize disappears and the floodgates open to all his doubts and fears. Or to questions he’s been pondering for months now. He’s had one single question in the back of his mind and he’s refused to let himself think about it. He’s convinced himself it would be rocking the boat and he would rather keep sailing smoothly than risk capsizing his relationship. But now he’s alone in the back of the club with a little too much whiskey in him and doubting his decision.

Fics like Cruel Sometimes

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