Fics like I'd Rather Starve

Akihiko is doing his best to move on from his mistakes and build a healthy, happy life with his boyfriend Haruki, but what is he supposed to do when visions of what almost happened between them haunt him daily? Where is he supposed to find faith in himself when he still feels so fucking unworthy of redemption? He wants to believe he's a changed person, but the temptation of Haruki's mere existence is constantly at war with his feelings of guilt. Haruki is everything he wants, and now the extent of that desire threatens daily to buckle and come toppling down on everything he's worked so damn hard for. As soon as Haruki picks up on his internal strife, however, he decides to prove to Akihiko that he should trust himself a little more. He's got some creative ideas regarding how.

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