Fics like Ashes of a Coleus

Whenever he found Kanae, no matter what version of him that was, the outcome was the same. It was unfair to his partner who met him for the first time, every cycle, unaware of their prior years together. Kanae wasn’t obligated to feel the same way about him each time, but he did. Always, always with that unconditional love that Kuzuha didn’t think he deserved. The guilt was severe, it made him prone to pushing Kanae away, to act more standoffish than he actually felt. A pattern in his behavior that developed and resurfaced more and more with each reincarnation. He knew it was foul play, but the liability had cultivated itself into a monster he saw in every mirror. And he convinced himself, with a resolute despair, that he had to keep this monster away from his oldest, most beloved friend.

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