Fics like So I Drown It Out

Sam thinks Cas vanished with the others, dusted by Chuck. He- He doesn’t know, and Dean’s gonna have to tell him. Only, when he opens his mouth, every emotion he never let himself feel rushes up like vomit, clots in his lungs, bile in his mouth, thick and slimy and black-- Dean snaps his jaw closed, clenches his teeth, swallows everything back down. His words are lost in the tide.

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