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but, as it goes, denial is only the first stage of grief. once johnny worked his way through anger, bargaining, and despair, he got to acceptance, and what an epiphany that was, for johnny to finally admit to himself that, even though he’s known that jaehyun is straight from the literal first moment they met, that didn’t stop him from developing the biggest, fattest crush on him that he’s been harboring for a seemingly endless three and a half years now. and just to make things worse, that crush has turned into full on love—like, kiss in the rain, hold hands in public, get married and have kids and die together love. which is kind of fucked up, if johnny thinks about it.

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