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Jason finds himself and his churning stomach enmeshed betwixt the muggy air suffocating him and his rough, tempestuously rough bedsheets in the early hours of a foggy Tuesday morning. He felt as if his insides were wound like a coil, ready to snap. His breath came in acute, shallow pants and it was like static was rushing through his limbs. He wanted to get up, he couldn't loll in his room with his emotions so contiguous to his swimming head. He needed to walk it off, to stim it off, to do anything to get rid of it. He settles for yelping out a meek, quiet, "Dad.", and even though he knew he'd receive no reply, it doesn't stop him from letting out a sharp sob, stomach hollowing out and nausea writhing up his dry throat. His shirt clings to his back for dear life with perspiration, not bothering to change out of his pyjamas, as he swings his legs over the edge of his bed, the action making his head swim. He knows it's risky, he really does. But that doesn't stop him. ---------- at 5am, jason visits marvin with a broken heart and an anxious soul, and mendel and marvin have a small heart-to-heart

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