Fics like first and last

Jungkook slams his face into the desk and groans. Namjoon is so lovely and Jungkook is horrid. Jungkook is a shitty person who is making Namjoon feel like shit for things he has no control over. It's not Namjoon's fault that Jungkook is like this, and feels this way. (It's not Namjoon's fault that Jungkook is in love with him) Jungkook shakes his head. Nope, nope. He can't call it that, he can't think about it like that. Jungkook forces himself to reopen the word document and read over his lyrics again. This time even braves the title. For him-- My first and last. Jungkook might cry. The song doesn't sound right because it's pretty and Jungkook feels ugly. He feels ugly for feeling like this and for feeling it about Namjoon. Sweet, lovely, oblivious Namjoon who Jungkook owes so much too but can only seem to give him love in a way Namjoon doesn't want in return. or in which jungkook writes a mixtape for namjoon about his unrequited love, which maybe isn't as unrequited as he first thinks.

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