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Excerpt: Lan Xichen could spend hours and days meditating and trying to reorient many of his memories around his two new truths: his two sworn brothers believed he'd been in a relationship with his brother, and Jin Guangyao had been betraying him the entire time. It hurt. But he considered this exercise as akin to lancing a wound to encourage healing. Only, some part of himself knew he was only driving in the needle again and again and never allowing himself time to heal at all. He wasn't making himself better, only worse. This is, ultimately, a story about family. About struggling with depression, grief, the aftermath of betrayal, struggling to accept two conflicting sides to the same story, and - growth, recovery.

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