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He hates this – hates the distant ache in his chest even with Ian flush against him, hates the gaping hole he feels in his heart at the thought of taking the next step in this shitshow of a relationship. That hole becomes deeper and wider as he is reminded that this is probably the last thing on Ian’s mind, how he has quite literally fucking laughed at the prospect of marrying Mickey before, either brought up solely for the purpose of a joke by Mickey or others – and the thing is, Mickey had laughed, too, but he doesn’t feel like it anymore. Instead of viewing it like an unattainable impossibility, Mickey yearns for it, and not only for the validation that would come with Ian wanting to marry him – Mickey wants to tie the knot and settle down, perhaps has always done so, ever since he was a teenager and had a permanent vendetta with the shower. Ian’s eyes are on him, and he can feel them, but he still doesn’t look down. or, ian and mickey fake a marriage proposal every other week to get free food, and it's never been a big deal. until it is.

Fics like what's that color forming around your eyes?

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