Fics like Damnatio Ad Bestias

Jem could still hear his own voice as he spoke to Emma. "Stripping the Marks from a Shadowhunter - it is something so horrible that I would never repeat it. I would never do it. Not under any circumstances." "Have you really done this before?” Clary had asked. “Once. And it is the single, most awful thing I have ever done in my time as a Silent Brother.” James Carstairs did not wish to remember the day he had performed the ritual for that first and last time in his life. Yet, twice now, he had been forced to relieve it. Twice, with two girls who had no idea of the connection that lingered behind their friendship. Jem sometimes wondered how the Shadow World would look like if Matthew Fairchild hadn't been stripped of his Marks. If Charles hadn't betrayed his own brother in such a horrible, cruel way. If Matthew and Cordelia had married, and brought up their son as a Fairchild, not a Carstairs. If Emma Carstairs had been Emma Fairchild. Most days, Jem could block out the memories of the part he'd played in the young boy's damnation. The day Clarissa Fairchild invited him to her wedding, however, was not of one of these days.

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