Fics like Enduring the pain? Babe, I've become too numb to feel anything besides pain

He had done it. He had made it through No Mercy. His family and his Nubility Hyungs and Dongsaeng were proud of him. But now, being a member of MONSTA X, being the intruder, the cheater, being hated by the people you are supposed to be able to rely on, was all of this really worth his struggle? Should he just stop chasing after his stupid dream? Changkyun is lost, his supposed Hyungs ignore or hate him and some of their words and actions bring up memories that he would rather burn to ashes.

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