Fics like it's always darkest before the dawn

What if during the tsunami events, Chris is never found because that woman, instead of bringing him back, takes him to make up for the loss of her own kid? Buck blames himself for losing Chris, and Eddie hates himself because he can’t help but blame Buck for losing his son even when he knows that a natural disaster happened. Eddie finds a way to move on, going back to the military, but Buck can't let go. He gives up everything, his time, his house, his savings, to continue searching for Christopher. He never asks to come back to the 118 and sells his body to strangers to pay for everything. It's been 3 years and his life is a mess, but like they say, it's always darkest before the dawn.

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