Fics like roll the dice (and swear your love’s for me)

Truth be told, most days Helen has to pretend she doesn’t know why she left. Has to pretend really hard actually. Because the easiest lies are always the ones people tell themselves and there’s no graceful lie to be told about not knowing how to pick up the pieces of something she never had. Or not understanding how to move on and not knowing where to go. It makes sense. "I love you" doesn’t fit inside old hospital walls, writhing alone in the cold and dark of crushed steel, for people already spoken for.

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