Fics like the time for sleep is now...

...but it's nothing to cry about, because we'll hold each other soon. No one is soft with Pat. Not anymore; not in years. He moved to New York and he couldn’t pretend he wasn’t looking at other men in the wrong ways, and he divorced his ex, and he curled in on himself tight. And so no one is soft with him, nor tender. Not like this. Not like--not like Brian is. // the touch starved ex-catholic pat with religious based internalized homophobia and trauma that no one asked for but i wrote anyway (//_;)

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