Fics like Constant Cravings
"Castiel is torn. On the one hand, he is glad that Dean trusts him, that he wants to give him time to heal. But on the other he wants Dean to know how much he hurts, wants him to know how much he hates every moment of his existence as a human. How all he dreams of is Dean taking him in his arms and telling him that he’s going to be okay, that he can help put Cas back together. But that’s selfish. Dean doesn’t deserve to be burdened like this, doesn’t deserve to be dragged down by Castiel, shouldn’t have to settle for someone as broken as him. So he just nods." Castiel used his grace to lock away the Darkness, nearly killing himself in the process. Now human, he struggles to adapt to life in the bunker and the Winchesters aren't as attentive as they should be. Castiel isn't sure how to cope with his new emotions and feelings, all he knows is he longs for things (and people) that he can't have. When a case comes their way that looks a lot like something they've had to deal with before, everyone's deepest, darkest desires will be revealed.
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