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The ten days I spend there without Francis are hellish, something out of a bleak, war-torn painting—all grey skies and bloodied, hopeless soldiers. I lay around in his bed, not sleeping until I take a pill or two from his medicine cabinet, and then passing out for five or six uninterrupted hours at a time, waking up in the same position I lay down in with drool all over my face. I flip through the channels on his grainy television and don’t shower or shave or change my pajamas. I snort thin lines of cocaine and regret it every time. I exist off of endless mugs of black tea with sugar and brandy, plus sour olives and tiny pickles and maraschino cherries that I eat straight from their jars, standing in front of the open fridge. Francis never keeps any fucking food in the place.

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