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“I don’t think it’s gonna get better,” Lukas says, shaking his head. “My life fucking sucks because of him, he just doesn’t give a shit so nothing matters. My own father. Everything is difficult, he’s out to ruin every good thing I have. He doesn’t—he doesn’t know how to be happy for me. He never will.” It’s coming into focus, how fucked up it all is. How fucked up he is, because of it. “Lukas, you just gotta hold on,” Philip says, wrapping his hand around Lukas’s elbow. “You’re doing so good. Don’t let him bring you down.” The tears are threatening again. Philip’s support means the world to him, but fuck, it makes him feel lower than a goddamn cockroach. He doesn’t deserve it, because his own father doesn’t love him, doesn’t want him, would rather he wasn’t here. Because it’d be so much better, much easier if he just wasn’t here. “I wish I was never born,” Lukas mutters, one tear falling. Philip goes stiff beside him, which makes Lukas think that was the wrong thing to say. But for a second, he really means it.

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