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Derek is afraid. He’s afraid because— —he wants Stiles to do things to him. —he thinks he might trust Stiles to do those things to him. Already. Which makes him stupid. —he is attracted to Stiles. —he will fuck it up. Again. —Stiles has no idea what he would be getting into, and Derek doesn’t know how to tell him. —Derek would ruin it. —Derek would ruin all of it. Again. (Or: a young Derek safewords out of a D/s scene with Domme Kate Argent. Convinced it was his fault and that there's something horribly fucked up inside him, he moves to New York and tries to bury the need for submission he doesn't know how to get rid of. Then, when he's twenty-three, he comes back to Beacon Hills for his mother's funeral and meets eighteen-year-old fledgling Dom Stiles.)

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